Don't be afraid to fly

2009-12-18T05:43:00.000-08:00

back home and i just can't seem to fall asleep...
cravings for hotcake from macs:/

2009-12-17T14:38:00.000-08:00

Damn. Having a flu now. Lying on the bed like a corpse that sneeze. Must be due to the morning paddling in the rain. Plus i capsize five times!:( so to conclude my training for today is i actually swim more than i paddle. Cuz whenever it capsized, i need to swim and at the same time pull the boat back to shore. But it was helluva fun! Everyone should give it a try:)

2009-12-15T13:57:00.000-08:00

Bet you cant wait to see my hair. Just got it cut off for a new photoshoot. So fun can spike my fringe up:)

2009-12-14T14:12:00.000-08:00

completed my game last night. Time to stick back to drama. Running the town w joy later and then meet simin all for tauy huey session:D

not supposed to be this way

2009-12-12T14:57:00.000-08:00

Didn't know that the street outside esplanade sell nice lala. So friday was one hell of a long day for me. Had school followed by test and then Korea trip briefing and lastly captains meeting. Left school around 8plus 9 to meet fel and sam for dinner. Had seafood for dinner at esplanade. niceeeeeee. Goodness did i mention i finally got the game 'call of duty 6 modern warfare'. o geeze! I can't wait to start it and never end it. Still remember last year when I got 'call of duty 4', i even skipped school just to play it for the entire day:D

Got sun burnt. Guess it had been some time since i paddle under the big hot sun hot big sun. Feeling good! Chan min ghee, can we capsize our boat tomorrow plsssss:/

Have fun zouking out tonight friends!

2009-12-10T13:10:00.000-08:00

2009-12-10T13:07:00.000-08:00

Finally lifted up an enormous rock off my chest. Managed to pass my presentation thank God. Says YAY to last week of school;)

2009-12-04T22:40:00.000-08:00

Help her cover blanket on her head xD
(betcha dont know this happened right, xr? heee).

Went for dinner with the girls and coach just now:) Give me all your lucks for tomorrow's presentation!!!

2009-12-03T23:57:00.000-08:00

my favourites...

decided to take a bus to meet them just now. Stood at the bus stop and stare at the staircase to basketball court. Pictures flashed through... i hope i'll get a chance to walk it once or a few times more. Because the stairs lead me to a happy Saturday evening basketball session.

And even if i cry a thousand tears tonight, would you come back to me. And even if i walk on the water would you come out to see. Now I can't stand my life standing by, cuz even when i miss you you're still not listening.

2009-12-02T09:46:00.000-08:00

When my 19years old mom get pms, i napping also can get scolded:/ what to do?

2009-12-01T23:55:00.000-08:00

One unforgettable year,
wishing the best for everyone...

2009-12-01T12:23:00.000-08:00

once, i sang this song beside you...
if you remember...

2009-12-01T09:43:00.000-08:00

Oh yes-sa! December there's 3weeks holiday starting from dec15. Then after the 3weeks, come back school study for the last 5weeks of school and thats it for year 2! A mixture of feelings i'm feeling now seriously... after this whole year, there's 2-3months holiday while stepping up to year 3. Fun is coming! But then again, attachment's here.

Today... A whole new month, and also the last month of 2009.

Sometimes it's so amazing how time actually flies. May this last month of the year give me a nice ending to 2009:) With pp presentation(THIS SATURDAY!), Merry Christmas and counting down to 2010. After this hello 2010, then Chinese new year, valentine's day... okay thinking way too far. Ok enjoy the last month people! Have a good 09'year.

2009-11-29T18:10:00.000-08:00

In the end, we only regret the chances we didn't take, the relationsip we were afraid to have and the decisions we waited too long to make.

2009-11-29T13:47:00.000-08:00

Went to try out canoe T2 this morning with the girls + israel + JD and shaun. So fun! It's more like playing and joking around with it instead of 'try out for training'. We did a few paddling around the area and lastly my favourite capsize drill! Minghee was a chicken! I want to push out our boat far far away so can capsize and swim back:D But she kept holding onto the shore god dammit! And complain next time don't want to partner with me anymore>:(
Initially all say don't want get wet but ended up... (Y)
damnnnn fun!
Haiya haven print my out my project at bugis. how! Go later or go tomorrow!

Use the lips hold the paddle.

2009-11-25T20:16:00.000-08:00

I want to do shopping
I want to swim
I want to play basketball
I want to go overseas
I hope mom can make a more appealing breakfast for me tmr

2009-11-25T17:13:00.000-08:00

2009-11-23T22:22:00.000-08:00

me, the third pair.
Yesterday marks the end of Singapore River Regatta'09. A race that holds a bottle of experiences and memories that whenever it ends, paddlers can't wait for it to come again 1 year later. Things i've been through these 2 days are beyond what words can say. Down emotion and happy laughter i've encountered, made me a stronger person today. Not only did i learnt from my own team, other teams had also taught me lessons, the never-give-up spirit from NYP girls.
Thanks my friends who came to support.
And thank-you to those who wishes me via sms.
The last set, national championship woman 10crew. Until now, I can still remember the feeling so vividly that it still gave me goosebumps in town just now with Sharon. We did it, yes we did.
Team RPDB, KIYAMAHA (FOREVER STRONG!)

2009-11-20T12:20:00.000-08:00

I have everything but the girl I want, it's sad but true
And everything but the love I need to make it through
And everytime I look into your eyes, thats when I realize just how much I love you.
Some say lady luck is on my side
And that my life has been an easy ride
But they don't know how many times I cried
Cause I'm nothing without you
i don't know how long I can keep it up
I need a sign to make it through
You gotta tell me now, you gotta let me know
So what am I, what am I to do.

tomorrow is the day, i waited so long for.
i'm gonna give all out, beyond the limits i can give.
I promised, team republic.

side track on the loose line: catching 2012 later and meet the girls for xoxo session in town! Can't wait to see the pretties!

2009-11-17T22:11:00.000-08:00

Back from the girl's outing:)
Evening time saw module chair, and its confirm that I will be having attachment next year at NUS. That means i'll be schooling there...
did i made the right choice?
mind so occupied.
Feeling oh-so-emo on the way back home from raffles.
come on Shane, you are feeling stress!

Time, seems to be a runner.
Going so fast at a rate that i need to snap back to reality.
Need to see the future...

Open up my lap top lid, saw the smiley sticker that Jamie pasted,
smile grew on my face.
Saw the fishes on my laptop cover getting lesser and lesser,
i knew the girls took it to paste on their phones...
i smiled.
sometimes i've got so much, that much to tell you all.
But i don't wish to be that cry baby.
I want to be that Superman in your'all eyes.

2009-11-17T12:37:00.000-08:00

The first one is the worst one, when it comes to a broken heart. Yeah, your soul's gone and you feel like a falling star. Cause i would walk through a thunderstorm just to kiss you. I'm out here on my own. Better now than i was before. But i miss you and i want you to know. I can't sleep, it's hard to breathe. And i still feel you next to me...

Happy 17th.

2009-11-16T23:50:00.000-08:00

love driving home at this hour.
Just with a bestfriend beside me.
Feels like the road is ours, the world is ours.

2009-11-16T11:19:00.000-08:00

First thing everyone did to me is to pull my cheeks:(

2009-11-15T16:06:00.000-08:00

woohoo. I've successfully transformed myself into a noobshit for regatta. I feel I look so much younger with this (bangs). And brother said it was nice. (I trust u hor, better dont lie).

Don't lose your grip on the dreams of the past, you must fight just to keep them alive.

2009-11-14T19:08:00.000-08:00

These few days is really whacking me out.
Hair is getting annoying also... during training. Kept poking into my eyes:/ Don't like the feeling. Guess it'll be my last photo shoot with a long fringe.
Anyway, head down to east coast for shoots after training. 1.30pm until.. now 6. yawns
And now I just reached home. Should I go to town to look for the girls? Or just have a family dinner and rest for tomorrow's training?
somebody enlighten me pls

(the setting up)