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Thursday, July 31, 2008
Shane from URL @ 8:02 PM Guess blog closing soon Shall stop writing when the time comes. Shane: 'Faci, my ear got problem. So i'll be leaving during second meeting.' Faci: 'you ok? I think its either you over work yourselves and you injured your nerves or its a disease' Shane: 'HUH! my god you are scaring me now.' Ahshit: 'Faci, my shoulder dislocate, I am going off too' Ahshit: 'shane, wanna catch P2 later?' Shane: 'ok ok let's go!' Half of the class heard what Ahshit said to me then half of the class ended up skipping too-.- Thanks Chanel and Wendy for the thoughtful snacks placed on my laptop when I'm away for lunch. Left class early to meet up with Josephine at Thai Express. Nice catching up. Felt good seeing her again:) After which she accompanied me to walk over to Cineleisure to meet up my friend for the movie 'P2' & she left. It was gross. Alright then had pool at parklane.  Credits to Kitty meow.Doc just dripped fluid/liquid into my ear. But I doubt it went in thou. Gonna drip it again later T.T Don't be sorry, Coz I know I've tried. If it doesn't work and we can't turn back no more, I can let go if only God promises to look after you for me. Be happy.
Shane from URL @ 9:58 AM What's wrong with my ear... HELLO! I CAN'T HEAR YOUUUU~ Okay going to visit a doctor. Mummy was scared to death T.T What if I can no longer hear your sounds... What if I can no longer respond to your sorrows & your happiness... Ytd was a hilarious night for us but definitely not for jamie. Poor girl. I can die laughing. Take care and wish her speedy recovery;) Anw, the senior just left to Penang yesterday night. Hopefully their race will be a memorable and splendid one. And girls! Let's work towards our macau(hong kong) race :D Tuesday, July 29, 2008 Shane from URL @ 10:35 PM 1 week + to the next semester. Aw. Anyway, I went to gym and then follow by swimming with nickky. Great. Taught Nickky how to swim:D After which had dinner with canoe girls and db girls;)
Shane from URL @ 11:12 AM  O can't decide to gym or to swim later. Anyway there'll be no training tomorrow:) Monday, July 28, 2008 Shane from URL @ 10:38 PM Skies are dark It's time for rain Final call, you board the train Heading for tomorrow I wave goodbye to yesterday Wipe the tears you hide your face Blinded by the sorrow How can I be smiling like before When baby you don't love me anymore Say it isn't so Tell me you're not leaving Say you've changed your mind now That I am only dreaming That this is not goodbye This is starting over If you wanna know I don't wanna let go So say it isn't so Tempt to find but at least we've tried We're still alive with hopes this time As they closed the door behind you We're so alone and time stands still Shake the ground beneath the wheels as I wish I'd never found you How can I be smiling when you go Will I be strong enough to carry on Miles, miles to go Before I can sail Before I can nail my love for you to sleep Oh darling I get miles, miles to go Before anyone will ever hear me laugh again.
Shane from URL @ 11:30 AM   My bimbo darling:/Friday, July 25, 2008 Shane from URL @ 10:23 AM Dying inside cause I can't stand it. Make up or break up Can't take this madness We don't even really know why All I know is baby I try and try so hard to keep our love alive If you dont' know me at this point Then I highly doubt you ever will I really need you to give me that unconditional love I used to feel It's no mistaking We're just erasing from our hearts and minds And I know we said let go But I kept on hanging on Inside I know it's over You're really gone It's killing me Cause there ain't nothing that I can do Baby, I stay in love with you And I keep on telling myself that you'll come back around And I try to front like "Oh well" Each time you let me down See I can't get over you now no matter what I do But baby, baby I stay in love with you Baby, I stay in love with you It cuts so deep it hurts down to my soul My friends tell me I ain't the same no more We still need each other when we stumble and fall How we gon' act like what we had ain't nothin' at all now Hey, what I wanna do is ride shotgun next to you with the top down like we used to hit the block proud in the SUV. we both know our heart is breaking can we learn from our mistakes, I can't last one moment alone:( (Mariah Carey- I stay in love) Thursday, July 24, 2008 Shane from URL @ 11:54 PM YO' its late at night but we are still webcamming. Take a look at our fringe! Presenting to you our 'Xi, Nu, Ai, Le'     Yeah self-gym tomorrow and after that shall watch the girls polite:D I wanna catch P2!!!
Shane from URL @ 6:13 PM    This was what happened in the morning. Fire alarm went off outta sudden. So all the students gathered. While we end up taking class photos. Haha! As you can see I am still happily holding on to my laptop. I think the time I use to pack my bag and run out of the building, I'm burnt already man. K I think I'm finished. I slept while others were presenting. Worse still, during 6th P. I'm so gonna die for good for this Sci module. Oh my G, and I just got a fan of mine that wrote me a testimonial in friendster. ok. Should be having gyming now but I injured my back T.T So here am I blogging at the complex area. Goodbye everybody. Take a look through all the photos, letters and video. You made this decision after so much ups and downs. You surrendered. And all that I can remember was that face. Definitely not this. Let the past be memories, when I think back, it'll still be as beautiful. I'm doing good, better, and best. Tuesday, July 22, 2008 Shane from URL @ 11:42 PM  Yesterday, Monday I skipped school for this.Tiring day... I so need to get my external hard drive repair in order to start making my own album. Today, with no intention to skip in the first place... I skipped right after UT. To cwp to catch hancock with classmate. And then while waiting for Nickky to pick me up, Sweetheart appeared. Like 'BOOM' in front of you or something. Then back to school. It was in a total mess. Noisy pollution esp from dragonboat and canoe IG :x Shake my little hand with Mr.President:) Back to gyming and then run and play at the playground and lastly, basketball. It was cool. Very. Pls... trojan go away! I did not visit porn sites la!!! neh nehpok. The sleepless night I am getting... I stared back down. Imagining you there. Reminding me of the tears you cried. I'm sorry baby... I am sorry. I miss you, but things weren't the same... But why am I still weeping? Failure teaches success.-Shane. These days I kept telling myself this. I know there's nothing I can't do. Because I can do everything. Watch out. And I'll definitely be stronger and happier. Sunday, July 20, 2008 Shane from URL @ 10:48 PM I'm blogging... like, again? Because Sweetheart la! I read her blog and she... :@ She working, still dare say I did not plan. I hint hint alreadyT.T Somemore someone didn't do her part for her 7times. Ha tomorrow no training. No school too. I mean yes school but I'm skipping it. Woolala.
Shane from URL @ 9:25 PM Sing along. This song for you... I had a lot to say was thinking all my time away I missed you and things weren't the same Cause everything inside it never comes out right And when I see you cry it makes me want to die I'm sorry I'm bad, I'm sorry I'm blue, I'm sorry about all things I said to you And I know I can't take it back I love how you kiss, I love all you're sounds, and baby the way you make my world go round And I just wanted to say I'm sorry: This time I think I'm to blame it's harder to get through the days You get older and blame turns to shame [Pre-Chorus] [Chorus] Every single day I think about how we came all this way The sleepless nights and the tears you cried it's never too late to make it right Oh yeah sorry! [Chorus]
Shane from URL @ 5:18 PM 18/7 Friday's pic.  19/7 Saturday's picture. Had training in the morning and its a really shag out thing.I swear my left shoulder almost give it away. Supposed to go for last 2 rounds but under our pleading, Coach let us off. Phew. After training they went straight to town whereas for myself, I went home first. Get changed and out to meet them at Marina Sq. It's the first time they saw me with glasses on:x Jamie said I look like some superstar! So if I take out I'll probably freak people out:( And jeannie placed her face on my chest!!! Coz of my CK perfume. Ha! Went to Topman to get Helen's birthday present. Chill-chill then nickky and bestfriend went to work. Left jw, simin, jeannie, ming and I. We went to have Ben&Jerry's ice cream. Then my turn to go as it was already 7pm. All the way to cwp and meet up with Ws, tudi, ps and bird. To the pit together. Ate a few then up to the house. Am I sure its a few? Ok. Oh ya mel and lydia came too. Oh my god. Freaking long since I saw their faces though I still got keep in touch with mel. Laughed a lot with them. The theory was that mel and lydia's boobs grow bigger and Tudi wonder why. K then honey pulled me out of the room coz her school friends.................. hmmm -.- And her friends just used the word 'macho' on me you know! Mann I'm flying!!! Pull me back! Ok afterall took a lot of pictures with mel and all but I doubt I can get it... Okay I need to go for a run now and help brother wash bike. He never fail to use me '_' HAPPY 1st MONTH ANNIVERSARY SWEETHEART! Since you said before I am easily contented with your 'i love you' Ok I want a hundred of it! & don't forget you still owe me 7times more of walking me!
Friday, July 18, 2008 Shane from URL @ 11:23 PM My phone is encountering problems:( Shut down and on and shut... gosh. So for those messages that I din't reply was probably I did not receive your text in the first place-.- For those who still kept my number as 91192251, its no longer in use ever since last week. Thank you. Please change to 82017147. Just came back from town with NickkyLoo. I made him buy FCUK shirt, Fox and Pony shoe. LOL!!! Firstly I left class early because of him. Told the faci I got appointment with SAF. However I already told all my friends I am going town. So they... AH! made some noise* K then we went to NUM office nearby the Youth park to get pay cheque. Accompanied him to get slippers. We wanted to catch the dark knight. But it was all taken up. Until only left with 9pm slots. So we gave the thought up and went to search for the titanium necklace. After Pepper lunch we decided to play pool. So walked all the way to douby ghaut. We walked pass a group of malay gays. Real sissy kind. Know what? They say 'Hello gorgeous!' Nickky and I were both freaked out. Though we are not sure whether they were calling me or nickky but we laughed like hell. Then I ran back to say 'hi' to them and he pulled me back:x They were blushing! oh wells... K then went to a mini pub to play our snooker. Train back w me and everyone's looking coz he laugh like nobody's business. We were playing ang ku kueh and lots more hand games:D K whattsup tomorrow. Another busy day though its weekend. Training in the morning as usual and then back home and down to town in the evening:D
Shane from URL @ 2:14 PM  I think there is something wrong with my fashion sense already.The girls in my class says I look hot and cute like that. I think I look silly with the apparels today. Nevermind. Going town after school. Din't join the Nike+Human race event as I think its not worth it la. Anyway by then I'll be away also. And I dunno why I so look forward to sweetheart's jap bento for me so that I can bring to school to eat! Wish everyone a happy day:) Thursday, July 17, 2008 Shane from URL @ 11:59 PM   We are at the crossroads once again,You're telling me you're so confused and that you can't make up your mind. Is this meant to be? Only love can say - try again or walk away. But I believe for you and me, The sun will shine one day. So I'll just play my part and pray you'll have a change of heart. But I can't make you see it through that's something only love can do. I've tried my best to make you see that there's hope beyond the pain, if we give enough, if we learn to trust. I know if I could find the words to touch you deep inside you'd give our dream just one more chance. Don't let this be our last good-bye... These few days had been tough. Both emotionally and physically. Sunday, July 13, 2008 Shane from URL @ 11:17 PM  Yesterday night was the first day of work at NUM with minghee bro.Right? I think we 2 were merely there messing up the place-.- LOL! (inside joke) Then alot of boyfriend's friends came. One of his girl's friend said I'm cute  I served my first ever customer when nickky's friend ask me to take for her a yellow color flipflop. ^^v Then one of the girl said: 'nic I thought you said girls cannot work at num, only mooks?' Ya ya ming and I will be transferred over to Mooks soon. HAHAHAHHA!!! K la then she accompanied me to Marina Sq to get a new hp pouch but it went out of stock. So we dropped the idea and bumped into Huda:D Back to NUM, close shop and left with simin and Jinwen. Meet Bestfriend at bedok and bus to Simin's house together. We chit chatted all the way to almost 3am and dozed off. HELLO SUNDAY! (Master series) Saw kor kor's friend (kok lip) then wave wave. Saw Damien but he's all wet so he din't really lift up his headO.o Yeah good race though some of my girl's were not feeling well. I'm quite satisfied with the outcome:) Back to school for training tomorrow... Saturday, July 12, 2008 Shane from URL @ 3:04 PM $#^%#&@!!! Handphone died last night and that's it man. I woke up at 8.05am this morning whereby I am supposed to meet bestfriend and bro at Khatib station. Training 8.30am. Sigh... Second time already. Thanks brother for the ride there though I am still late for an hour or so:D I woke up with terrible back aches. But I like it so much:D K then I wore my diver suit. Wooho it's cool shit. Captain suggest we all buy as a team. Yeah yeah hopefully next Fri when I go town I can go Ripcurl ask:) Went causeway point to get something and then when to take a bus... I had a feeling, will Jinger be queueing up for buses too? Coz this morning I saw some Riverside students doing CIP at my block already. Then really sia.. While I was waiting, Sweetheart appeared! AHHHH GHOST! LMAO! K I got the movie 'wanted' from my friend already... But I've no time for it man... Now should I go catch a wink coz at night going simin's house or should I watch 'wanted' coz I just ate curry rice and its not good to slp right away? Okay, master series tomorrow. Goodbye everybody! Friday, July 11, 2008 Shane from URL @ 3:30 PM (11:18pm) Had training earlier on. It had been a blast this week. I guess I am really growing bigger. The compliments I got were like 123456789. A lot. Happy but at the same time sad coz I can't maintain a lean body Okay I've been whining too much... T.T  Building Lats in process. Can you see my wings? LOLHad dinner at LJS then boyfriend walked me home. I went to meet sweetheart awhile as she pass me this ShinChan biscuit! YAHOOO! Anyway I am tasting it now...   Shin Chan on my bed! Hi Shin!-.- ------------------------ (4:32pm) I can laugh the whole day with them man!!! Every Friday!     Sorry, we're not gays... we are just metrosexual.I've been gyming every single day... Till then extent that Yining said I've grown bigger:/ Not a good remark as I hope I can maintain the lean I once had too. Okay I'm at koufu now. Gonna mun mun! --------------- Mati. Si liao(hokkien) Wanna know what I've ate so far? 9am- 2 jam bread + Choco milk. 10am- Vegetable rice + bundung. 12pm- Noodle soup + Ice lemon tea. 1.30pm- Butter kaya bread + Apple juice. That's all so far. Shit I feel like slapping myself. Thursday, July 10, 2008 Shane from URL @ 10:51 AM Chatting with one of my girl friend now. Just got to know her when we were having napfa... And tomorrow she'll be going tekong for her 9weeks training and then she will officially work for the pilots already. Good for her man. See her when I get got of school!!! Here wishing her all the best;) Wednesday, July 9, 2008 Shane from URL @ 11:01 PM BBQ day at pasir ris park.         Family pic. (Formal) cannot smile-.-.jpg)       Worn out... I definitely need fast recovery on those stupid aches I got all over my body. Tuesday, July 8, 2008 Shane from URL @ 10:53 AM (yesterday) First time me and my friends got chase out of class by one ahnehneh security. Wa liew. Then walked to cwp and meet up with Sweetheart. She walked me home and then on the way I saw my friends(Cheena) she saw her's(Ahbunehneh). I want to know her friends leh. I friendly. So I 'eh' the ah bu neh neh then she scared sia. HAHA!!! Got one guy cycled pass and wave to me~.~ Like erm... So I waved back but I really don't know who is he... ------------------ (Today) First break out now! I complaint to mummy say I no money then she made bread for me in the morning so I can save some money in school right... But, I just ask Chanel to help me buy bread again... LIKE AGAIN? Oh my my my my. Chanel was kind enough to treat me apple juice! Knowing I still owe her a packet of cereals... Just becaues I ate her cereals:/ WEE!!! :D Monday, July 7, 2008 Shane from URL @ 11:36 PM I must be bore stiff… I took it and laugh at the same time. Q: Single, Taken, Naked, or Flirty A: Single. Q: Are you happy with that? A: Anything. I very shui bian. LOL!!! Q: Would you still kiss your ex? A: Depends Q: Have you ever had your heart broken? A: No. Heart break jiu die already. Q: Do you believe that there are certain circumstances where cheating is ok? A: Yes. Q: If someone liked you right now, would you want them to tell you? A: Yes. Q: Do you want someone you can't have? A: Yes. Q: Do you believe in celebrating anniversaries? A: so-so Q: Do you believe that you can change for someone? A: Depend on how important is that someone to me. Q: Is it a good day today? A: Quite Q: Have you ever broken a heart A: I think so? Q: Does your ex still have feelings for you? A: How would I know’_’ Q: You wish to have a boyfriend/girlfriend for n0w? A: Kpo Q: What do you wish now for? A: Granny good health and happy day everyday!(I sound so noob-.-) Q: If you have boyfriend/girlfriend now, do you really love them? A: Of coz Q: What color are your eyes? A: I think… very the very the very dark brown? Q: What does your second text message say? A: Yah throw away you com!=P=P=P no la, sweet… jyyy! Haha! From: Jinger Q: How do you think your ex feels about you? A: Must be a hot stuff. ROFL Q: Do you like what you see in the mirror? A: Yeah. Cool shit. Q: What are you listening to right now? A: when you look me in the eyes. Q: What were you doing 46 seconds ago? A: on the tv Q: What are your plans for this weekend? A: my plans? Not my plans… Coz I dint plan it. But its training and race on Sunday. Q: What are you doing tomorrow? A: Schooling and training. Q: What is your display name? A: shane Q: What are you wearing right now? A: Sleeveless + boxer Q: How is your hair? A: Perfectly ok Q: As of today, do you like anyone? A: today?......... Q: Have you kissed anyone on the lips within the past 24 hours? A: No Q: Have you ever stayed awake for 48 hours? A: No Q: Do you like your first name? A: Yes Q: Do you like to cuddle? A: Shui bian. Q: What is your initial? A: S Q: What is one thing you have learned this year ? A: Beauty is in the eye of the beholder. Q: Are you from a small town? A: ok lor. Q: Why do people continue to smoke when they know the effects of it? A: They thinks its cool. Q: What color are the curtains in your room? A: Purple or red? I looked at for minutes but I can’t really differentiate purple from red. Q: If you had the chance, would you move to another country? A: If I can bring my love ones along… Q: What time did you get up this morning? A: 7.20am
Shane from URL @ 12:52 PM   My favourite old and comfy everlast sneaker is wearing out already. I can see holes. Just had breakfast with Jasminedanker and she got mixed up with all her noodles knowledge-.- She wanted Ban-mian(fat noodle) but she ordered U-mian(thin like bamboo kind).LMAO. Her 'idiot' friend forgot to bring the clothes so the pay was delayed... I was late to meet up with Tudi and Stella today. Coz I give myself 10minutes grace period.(alamak) My infected eye still feels heavy so.. yup. Thats my REASON. Yesterday night I sms with sweetheart until 2am I was half dead already. Coz she make me angry lor/hor/la:( These few days I KO sia.(knock out) I want to watch movie leh. It's a boy girl thing & Wanted. Anybody? ^^ We think too small. Like the frog at the bottom of the well. He thinks the sky is only as big as the top of the well. If he surfaced, he would have an entirely different view. Sunday, July 6, 2008 Shane from URL @ 11:10 PM Now that it's all said and done, I can't believe you were the one To build me up and tear me down, Like an old abandoned house. What you said when you left Just left me cold and out of breath. I fell too far, was in way too deep. Guess I let you get the best of me. Well, I never saw it coming. I should've started running A long, long time ago. And I never thought I'd doubt you, I'm better off without you More than you, more than you know. I'm slowly getting closure. I guess it's really over. I'm finally getting better. And now I'm picking up the pieces. I'm spending all of these years Putting my heart back together. 'Cause the day I thought I'd never get through, I got over you. You took a hammer to these walls, Dragged the memories down the hall, Packed your bags and walked away. There was nothing I could say. And when you slammed the front door shut, A lot of others opened up, So did my eyes so I could see That you never were the best for me.
Shane from URL @ 10:05 PM The day before yesterday, haha and I gang up to bully jinger! Damn it was so hilarious. We even thought sweetheart was angry but she wasn't. Sweetheart said Iloveyou to me before I go orh orh. Right sweet? right haha? Yesterday I can't attend wet training as I have eyes infection. Woke up and wonder why my eyes were still shut. Like erm? So I continue resting until it was time to fetch Jeannie at the station. Cycle her back to my home to get showered. Went to meet Jasminedanker at punggol and changed up to work. 1hr, $40. (Stand & do nothing) Though its easy money but still, modelling gives higher pay... Went to heartland mall and changed up back to usual. Met up with nicholas at Outram park. To Tamp and Jeannie went to meet Simin and her friend while boyfriend and I went to shop ourselves. He buy me a leg band and one for himself too:D Met up with Bestfriend all at Pasir ris. Seriously I didn't know Pasir ris walked to downtown east was that near-.- How come I always took a bus from Tamp. (damn) On the way towards downtown, boyfriend and I were playing invisible basketball!(LOL) And turned out to be I kept scoring!!! So bumped into mochibestfriend, ming, huda and June at subway. Together we go to the BBQpit. We were quite late already I supposed. Starting I only ate beehoon lor. So I must make my $7 worth and I start to chiong for chicken wings:x Boyfriend fetched me with bicycle and we saw lesbian couples kissing. Neither can we hold the temptation so we ended up kissing each other(JUSTKIDDING) boyfriend, you know I know can already:$ aw. The far far end was really Ulu~.~ We took family photos! Formal and informal. Okay after this I want to skipxxxx! 214263265372343214. Daddy and mummy ring me up in the morning and drive me and my friends home. I held hand with mummy and bestfriend teased! Oh and how can I forget that bestfriend actually praised me that whoever be my partner is very fortunate! (probably one hardcore week ahead) Yawnsssss Just got to say it all before I go. I don't know how to be fun when I'm not. Cos I don't know how to make a feeling stop. This feeling is taking control of me and I can't help it. It's always nice knowing someone like you. but it will be nicer if it is someone that you like that like you. Life is short. (I sound like a old hag) Friday, July 4, 2008 Shane from URL @ 12:03 PM (10:21pm) Just gave the school gym a whack. School as usual was a total laughter. My team only have cow and ah shit today. Then our VB was like stole from other teams one. So if present, we sure blank out right. That Azza kept saying... 'there ask shane's group later. They 'VERY GOOD' Bad sia she. So when it's our turn, Ah shit and I hide under the table!!! I really find it hard to control not to laugh sometimes. I burst out laughing even if presentation was going on. I guess I will probably get reprimanded by faci tonight. Bestfriend all were at gym too. Cheer almost give birth in the gym:D Tudi said my bicep very big Really too big? Oh ya and thanks instructor Fio. DIE DIE DIE! THE MARATHON IS TMR. I THOUGHT 5th is on Sunday. MATI LA! dbtraining, work, bbq~ ----------------------------- Woo! A classmate of mine that pick up muay thai said I've got a natural born strong shin sia. Shin=leg bone. He say can see. Oh my god! I CAN FIGHT. I'm sissy:$ Wth. Brother commented my shoulder too heavy for my body and it start dropping/slouching. I need to do something man damn.        FIRE SO FREE Turn on n let valve before running out the nose Thursday, July 3, 2008 Shane from URL @ 10:43 PM  (Tied down)Who want to skip today's lesson? :D Yesterday night I went to the carpark with brother to wipe his motorbike:D And then he fetch me around. So fun! But at the same time it's dangerous as really its human skin wrap around the motor'_' I went home and big mouth about kor kor to papa saying its very dangerous! I can't believe I did that. And then dad promised to buy me a car once I get my license!!! ONCE!!! Oh my! But by then, soon I'll be driving military police car around(scratchhead*) I'll be heading down town after school*.^ I'm sorry but I got you out of my mind. Wednesday, July 2, 2008 Shane from URL @ 9:18 AM
--------------------------------------- This morning I look at my bed and realized something was missing... My wife & baby ah seal. Yeah! Faci saw my pictures in the LEO web & she recognised me! She said I've got nice muscles at my back:x Aww. How I am hungry already!!! But I just had my breakfast:( Ah seal, Daddy miss you. Tuesday, July 1, 2008 Shane from URL @ 1:52 PM (Edited) School was fun sia!(random) SDBF day.  Click to view larger.I am the left paddler(third one) :$     Wah today training.... no comments:/ Yipee! My sexy Jasminedanker commented I've got nice arms! Bestfriend Sharon said my arms look like guys leh:/ How. K then I had dinner at kopitiam with Bestfriend. I ate Hokkien mee + Roti Prata. I want to eat seoul garden:( Nevermind, sat night got BBQ. Jeannie darling coming my house stay over that night then go work together:D ----------------------------------- Congrats brother for getting his bike license last week:) I can't deny the fact that he is a fast learner. And ya he finally got a bike yesterday. I bet dad and mum will be worried like crazy. Maybe he might fetch me to work this coming Sunday for the marathon:D Oh ya! And I just help boyfriend to trim his hair in the handicap toilet:x Gym training after school:)
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